Clarity

I'm grown now...

All my life I believed being an adult was independence and the choice to be free. Being able to make your own decisions and living up to them because you made them whether they were good or bad. Now this is all true, but as I grow, I'm learning that I'm consistently growing and with that there's so much more to this thing we call the "adult life."

Don't sleep...

I woke up in my new space and started realizing the clarity of what it means to live life and live it comfortably. Remember when I mentioned being true to yourself is important? Well it is, but that doesn't mean just staying true to who you are right now; it's staying true to the person that is consistently growing and changing. Living comfortably isn't just about paying the bills on time and having extra cash flow to do the things you want. Although it is a huge part of it, what I'm speaking on — is on a spiritual note, being understanding to your spirit and taking care of it the way it needs. It's been clear to me these past few months what's been holding me back in life, love, and success. It's the communication of my actions and my thoughts. The past 2 years for me has been nothing but lessons of success and failure, where I fall, get back up, and go after what I want, but yet I would always feel unhappy and I couldn't understand the reason why was because I wasn't staying true to the growing me. I was busy satisfying the things I already knew, not realizing people grow and when they grow, they change.

This is what it is...

I need to communicate to those I care for about my actions and/or thoughts of when things bother me so that my spirit is taken care of and I don't hurt someone I care for. I have gotten tired of feeling stuck and unhappy in life even after having all that I want. In most cases, if you feel stuck and unhappy and can't seem to think of what's keeping you that way; it's yourself. I mean if it were someone else, then you'd know what to do to regain your peace, right? Remove the negative energy as I've explained how to do so in my previous blogs. I never really understood how people are okay with the insanity, doing the same things over and expecting different results; this could mean what you do as an individual or as a partner, and in both cases it is not okay. I guess what I am trying to stick to you all my kings and queens is that the older you get the more things start to become clear to you and if your around people who truly rock with you, they'll help you see straight too, but first you have to start to communicate, stay true to the new needs your spirit asks you for, you're not wrong for that.

I'm woke...

My eyes are big and I finally see what is in front of me. I see myself; growing, learning and adapting change to the things life brings me. Queens, it's okay to feel stuck as long as you're working for a way out. Allowing the negative things in life to control you or simply adapting to the horrible relationship you and your partner have will slowly destroy you and eventually affect your true success. I know this all sounds easier said then done, but there's only one thing to remember when trying to rise out of the dumps and that is knowing yourself is the beginning of all clarity and alleviation...

Love & Peace,

Yve ♥